Hi, It’s Me

I’m sure you may have noticed the lack of posts lately.  And I want to apologize.  I’m not sure if it’s the fact that when Teddy sleeps Jack hollers from his room that he “NEEDS TO GO POTTY,” “NEEDS MILK,” or water, or a snack, or a specific toy or Halloween magazine that I threw away last week, or when Jack sleeps Teddy parties like a rock star in his crib, jumping up and down at an alarming height, while chucking his suckies all around the room and screaming like a crazy man.  I’m not sure if it’s the fact that I’m tired most days, so tired I take a nap and still go to bed at 10 (and read til 12), or if it’s the fact that I have other pressing things to do on the internet besides blog… like uh,  read other blogs, update my facebook status multiple times a day, and shop for upcoming events that do not exist.  Or if it has something to do with that comment I found in my spam box that just plain scared me.  That made me think that this just isn’t a very good idea anymore.  But wait, I like blogging… sometimes.  Well, I did.  But somewhere and somehow along the way, I’ve lost that loving feeling.  And well, I don’t feel so bad about it, really.  So, this might be it from me.  Well, actually, I will get to that birth story before I’m done.